i cant intrepet him
you lie next to me in the grass, inebritated, telling me how clever i am.
why did you randomly come into my life, interupting my quiet summer?

[	mood	|	sad	]
[	music	|	a whisper-coldplay	]

i am mad. facing this moody/cold/uptight bitch is something i don't deserve.
having comments thrown at you constantly is hard.
i dont take anything she says to heart, i already know its bullshit
and i try my hardest just to ignore it, to avoid conflict.
sometimes being a good person or doing "what jesus would do"
isnt easy. the thing is, none of those comments are doing their job.
none of them phase me.as i said being insulted all the time isnt fun
and there is no one to talk to
i can usually deal with things on my own,but it would be nice to have support from 
someone. have a sister with the attention span of a 2 year old
so venting to her is  a lost cause. my bestfriend is her bestfriend as well, doesnt work.
my best boy repeats what i say and doesnt really get it, because he's a guy.
i just can't wait to get out of this place for a while.

[	mood	|	content	]
[	music	|	Constellations-j.johnson	]

I NEGLECT YOU LIVEJOURNAL!
alright im wearing a brand new sweater right now while i watch fashion TV.
im a junkie i guess. summer has been a BORE so far. my only friends are the
twins, who are currently away at camp assinibioa.  damn i love that camp. its terribly
childish but i dont care. such a happy place, and im not afraid to admit it: I LOVE GOD.
well on sunday morning, the 23rd, we are all off by car to bc. yes the whole family, 
driving is actually quite fun. long rides with my sisters and western canada.
you've got manitoba and eastern saskatchewan that is so flat and open. pretty much 
all of sask. and alberta is rolling hill. and then brrritsh colombia is all picture perfect
like post cards.i would define it as amazing. i absolutely love mountains and the prairie.
so then i have some beach and soccer. to be honest, i dont understand why im playing 
soccer anymore. but then i remeber that i would become aa obese girl, 
if it were not for the intense workout. speaking of which, does anybody else wish that
someone else would have won the world cup? rubbing it in? those italians!
 i went out to tim's with my mom and my granny. i love my gram
shes the cutest grandma in existance. its ok to brag about grandmas, i hope.
what a kid  huh?

 

[	mood	|	amused	]
[	music	|	a day in the life-the beatles	]

things are getting better. i got a kitten named jack, he is simply the cutest thing that exsists. i made my soccer team, yes again. it's spring and summer is coming finally after this dreadful winter. party  last night and i think i had a little too much fun. you can agree right today i have  homework and possibly soccer if i feel ok.   
                                                                                       so love laura gee

[	mood	|	sore	]
[	music	|	fix you -coldplay	]

i NEVER up date this thing.gee!so i got a big needle at the doctors, my arm hurts but i am otherwise healthy. i went to polo and saw a beautiful but expensive coat at espirt. and yes, i went out for lunch again. this time with my sister and mom.and tonight i have fitness.oh joy!

my holidays have been rather uneventful. ive basically been at home for most of the time, eating chocolate and playing the sims. ive seen some of my friends and most plans we make usually dont happen . for shame. i have alot of homework that i have neglected and i am sure i wont get it done. oh well i really dont think a stupid book project is going to matter much when im 80yrs old sitting at home watching tv in my lazyboy. alot of things in life are like that, they really dont matter in the long run,you know? well im off to watch the rest of Martha! honestly, her show is all fun and games.Laura

[	mood	|	cold	]
[	music	|	rush of blood to the head-coldplay	]

i've been sick with this awful throat thing which turned into an ear thing, which turned into an eye thing. so basically i had the infection of the FACE. so on the other hand, i dyed my hair. its hardly noticable , but i like it. umm there's a dance tonight, im sure its going to be"grand". im such a downer, but i seriously can imagine my self NOT DANCING. today mel , morgan and i went out for lunch. it seems like every time i update i talk about my recent lunch dates. food is my life i guess. anyways. bye

[	mood	|	gassy, ha!	]
[	music	|	dead end-sam roberts	]

today mel and morgan came to watch my game. we tied, i felt sick soo i didnt play well. it snowed last monday and im ok with it i guess. BUT i hate feeling cold all the time. hm, school has been pretty blah.alot of homework and reports are being given out to us, and im so absent minded i forget to bring home all my stuff. but life doesnt suck at all. my family is so fun and quirky and my friends are much the same.i get certain vibes. the truth is i can't always be patient with downers and i get sick of the negitive. i dont like a consent hyper/happy feeling or even worse, sad/pesimistic.so for my own needs i get away from those people, not because i dislike them, because i need emotional stablity. oh this doesnt make too much sense, but i asssure you it all looks right in my mind. i could right alot more but i don't feel like pouring my head out on this livejournal, firstly because no one will read it and secondly, i dont know if i want people to read it. well im going to get off of this stupid computer, such a waste of my time. i will read some catcher in the rye.how about it. love

[	mood	|	curious	]
[	music	|	fever-peggy lee	]

i am just a little: smelly, tired, curious .

i am very: happy, calm, corny.

these days i seem to be in a happy, calm mood. maybe its the excessive physical activity. maybe its the chats with my buddies.whatever it is, im thankful for it and i guess i should consider myself lucky, happiness seems to come easy to me. and there are so many people who barely feel a calmness. Farewell For Now

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	jonas-weezer	]

well this week has been pretty short. and very easy. i went to a soccer dinner tonight and i saw my whole team, most of them, dressed up and they all looked goregeous. so the food wasnt that bad and i had alot of fun with my team. they are all great people. so to make the night even better, i won an award, coaches choice award. so it was a pretty good night. so im going to little jenna c's birthday and im sure it will be dandy. and MORGAN'S BIRTHDAY ASWELL!geez laura is going to have some good clean fun this weekend.

soo see ya'll later.(haha YA'LL)laura

ps.there were some cute boys there tonight.teehee, but there are cute boys in general

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	walking on the moon-the police	]

another day of school. today wasn't that bad. english was boring, in clothing and design i decided to make a bag. in health we sat in class and mr.b talked alot. at lunch i played some volleyball. french was pretty good...to be honest french is my favourite subject so far, its a good class with no annoying people and everyone is smart!and ms.cooke is a goood teacher. then i had woods super boring.... i had volleyball after school which was probably the high-light of my day : ). yep. im glad the older girls are there to help, cuz in that one practice i learnt more about volleyball than i ever have at spc.well forgetting my socks and having to wear runners without them socks was my low'light.teehee.

so once again im going to make these stupid goals to follow....i never stick to them but maybe i will this time...

1.put the most effort that i can put into every subject.including the easy ones.

2.eat foods that are healthy rather than junk food.

3.have more patience with people.

4.not judging people by 1st impression,  the way they dress or talk, ect.

5.if i do get pissed off at some one try to talk to them about it calmly instead of bitching them out....

ok their are so many more things to write.but meh, i wont. see you,maybe not today, maybe not tmr but someday...LATER THAT DAY!!!

[

mood

|

peaceful

]

wow.today was weird.i was kind of confused and i sort of felt lonely for some odd reason. well my time table is really messed up:

1 period everyday is english, 2 period everyday is clothing and design, 3 period is either band or gym, 4th is always french and 5th is woods or foods.

i have so many easy classes this semester and next semester will be soo freakin hard:MATH, SCIENCE, ENGLISH, SOCIAL AND GYM!but anyways...i am actually boring myself writing this soo maybe i should sign off.

                                                                                                                      Keep It Classy.laura

[	mood	|	love..ly	]
[	music	|	yellow-coldplay	]

iam in love with this song...

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called Yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cuz you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

You're skin
Oh yeah you're skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
And you know
For you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd bleed myself dry

Its true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for...
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

dammit.something about this song just makes me want to cry, happy tears.

[	mood	|	grumpy	]
[	music	|	LITTLE RABIT FOO-FOO-sharon, lois and bran!	]

today was a disapointment.i didnt get my hair "DID".yah, i don't deserve to be disapointed. their are so many other people in the world who have bigger problems than having unmanagable hair.anyways....i am an only child for 3 days...well actually one more day.susies at the lake and the twins are at camp. but this day was rather uneventful, im just soo friggen BORED.tomorrow im home alone all day, i would be delighted if someone decided to stop by!nah probably not, i would be grumpy and tired......love you

LAURA