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the best parts of lonely. [Sep. 3rd, 2006|11:25 pm]
[music |left and leaving-the weakerthans]

i cant intrepet him
you lie next to me in the grass, inebritated, telling me how clever i am.
why did you randomly come into my life, interupting my quiet summer?

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that's alright mama. [Jul. 22nd, 2006|12:53 am]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |a whisper-coldplay]

i am mad. facing this moody/cold/uptight bitch is something i don't deserve.
having comments thrown at you constantly is hard.
i dont take anything she says to heart, i already know its bullshit
and i try my hardest just to ignore it, to avoid conflict.
sometimes being a good person or doing "what jesus would do"
isnt easy. the thing is, none of those comments are doing their job.
none of them phase me.as i said being insulted all the time isnt fun
and there is no one to talk to
i can usually deal with things on my own,but it would be nice to have support from 
someone. have a sister with the attention span of a 2 year old
so venting to her is  a lost cause. my bestfriend is her bestfriend as well, doesnt work.
my best boy repeats what i say and doesnt really get it, because he's a guy.
i just can't wait to get out of this place for a while.

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its you baby, sha-la-la-la [Jul. 19th, 2006|12:30 am]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Constellations-j.johnson]

alright im wearing a brand new sweater right now while i watch fashion TV.
im a junkie i guess. summer has been a BORE so far. my only friends are the
twins, who are currently away at camp assinibioa.  damn i love that camp. its terribly
childish but i dont care. such a happy place, and im not afraid to admit it: I LOVE GOD.
well on sunday morning, the 23rd, we are all off by car to bc. yes the whole family, 
driving is actually quite fun. long rides with my sisters and western canada.
you've got manitoba and eastern saskatchewan that is so flat and open. pretty much 
all of sask. and alberta is rolling hill. and then brrritsh colombia is all picture perfect
like post cards.i would define it as amazing. i absolutely love mountains and the prairie.
so then i have some beach and soccer. to be honest, i dont understand why im playing 
soccer anymore. but then i remeber that i would become aa obese girl, 
if it were not for the intense workout. speaking of which, does anybody else wish that
someone else would have won the world cup? rubbing it in? those italians!
 i went out to tim's with my mom and my granny. i love my gram
shes the cutest grandma in existance. its ok to brag about grandmas, i hope.
what a kid  huh?


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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2006|11:11 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |a day in the life-the beatles]

things are getting better. i got a kitten named jack, he is simply the cutest thing that exsists. i made my soccer team, yes again. it's spring and summer is coming finally after this dreadful winter. party  last night and i think i had a little too much fun. you can agree right today i have  homework and possibly soccer if i feel ok.   
                                                                                       so love laura gee

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(no subject) [Feb. 4th, 2006|10:44 pm]
[mood |indescribableindescribable]
[music |speedof sound-coldpay]

this is terrible. my cat is sick and we have to put her down, or something. all i know is that she will only get worse. i love her. she is the only thing in this world that i have loved for every moment of life. you know she is the perfect cat. she is pretty independant and good natured.whenever a stranger came to our house, she would hide for awhile but then come down and be friendly, just plop her self down on our guests lap. and she was well behaved, she never really did anything bad, when she got older we allowed her to do things(eat our food, walk on the table.hehe). well one thing about her, is that she doesn't like other animals and guards our home from other "preditors". in the middle of the night she would stare into her reflection in our giant windows and give off an alarming meow that woke us all up, she had good intentions. i mean, that's how much she cared. and what a hunter she was. we would often have her KILL left half eaten on the deck, just so she could impress us. but we didn't need her too, we already knew what a wonderful little kitty she was.

Tess has always been very small for a cat, but now in her sick state she is tiny, only 5 lbs(lost almost half of her body weight). i love her and there really isnt anything else i can do to help her. just stay with her and make her feel loved as she dies. i could never comprehend her dying, i could never imagine her not being here. dont say "its just a stupid cat", because shes not. she has as just much value as anyone else in my family.i dont know how we can ever replace her.
"New life makes loosing life easier to understand"- If I Could-Jack Johnson
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(no subject) [Jan. 4th, 2006|05:09 pm]
[mood |soresore]
[music |fix you -coldplay]

i NEVER up date this thing.gee!so i got a big needle at the doctors, my arm hurts but i am otherwise healthy. i went to polo and saw a beautiful but expensive coat at espirt. and yes, i went out for lunch again. this time with my sister and mom.and tonight i have fitness.oh joy!

my holidays have been rather uneventful. ive basically been at home for most of the time, eating chocolate and playing the sims. ive seen some of my friends and most plans we make usually dont happen . for shame. i have alot of homework that i have neglected and i am sure i wont get it done. oh well i really dont think a stupid book project is going to matter much when im 80yrs old sitting at home watching tv in my lazyboy. alot of things in life are like that, they really dont matter in the long run,you know? well im off to watch the rest of Martha! honestly, her show is all fun and games.Laura

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(no subject) [Dec. 8th, 2005|04:58 pm]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |rush of blood to the head-coldplay]

i've been sick with this awful throat thing which turned into an ear thing, which turned into an eye thing. so basically i had the infection of the FACE. so on the other hand, i dyed my hair. its hardly noticable , but i like it. umm there's a dance tonight, im sure its going to be"grand". im such a downer, but i seriously can imagine my self NOT DANCING. today mel , morgan and i went out for lunch. it seems like every time i update i talk about my recent lunch dates. food is my life i guess. anyways. bye

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rich mans' crying because his moneys' time, poor mans' crying because he knows he ain't blind. [Nov. 18th, 2005|10:59 pm]
[mood |ditzygassy, ha!]
[music |dead end-sam roberts]

today mel and morgan came to watch my game. we tied, i felt sick soo i didnt play well. it snowed last monday and im ok with it i guess. BUT i hate feeling cold all the time. hm, school has been pretty blah.alot of homework and reports are being given out to us, and im so absent minded i forget to bring home all my stuff. but life doesnt suck at all. my family is so fun and quirky and my friends are much the same.i get certain vibes. the truth is i can't always be patient with downers and i get sick of the negitive. i dont like a consent hyper/happy feeling or even worse, sad/pesimistic.so for my own needs i get away from those people, not because i dislike them, because i need emotional stablity. oh this doesnt make too much sense, but i asssure you it all looks right in my mind. i could right alot more but i don't feel like pouring my head out on this livejournal, firstly because no one will read it and secondly, i dont know if i want people to read it. well im going to get off of this stupid computer, such a waste of my time. i will read some catcher in the rye.how about it. love

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:( [Nov. 5th, 2005|07:20 pm]
volley ball tournament today...just a litte frustrating.
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